boo

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Okay , for this post .. I wanna write about my boo pulak. hehehe. So , tahun ni its gonna be our 8th years of being together . Weeee~ lama jugak la kitaorang bertahan with each other. We do have fights here and there . But hey, that's what keeps us stronger. Sebab dah lama sangat tak update, Haikal pon dah kerja dah now. hahaha. how fast time flies kan? dari start dating dekat Seremban 2 and terminal one everytime outing, to working at Kedah dah dia sekarang . hm.. yeah.. jauh.. I know. it hurts knowing that I gotta go through this LDR for a long time sampai la kitaorang nikah . Baru laa dapat duduk dekat . hihih . inshaAllah kalau ada jodoh (nak jugak) hihi. Susah tau duduk jauh2 ni . Zaman belajar lain , ni lain . Sebab masa aku study dekat Ipoh and johor, dia still ada dekat Selangor and nismilan which is tak jauh pon if nak jumpa everytime aku balik cuti . But now, bila dia yang jauh , susah betul nak jumpa, Yelah ..kerja kan..berapa banyak kali jela pon boleh cuti . Hati ni kena kuat sikit la. gaduh sana sini tu biasa sangat dah . Its hard tauu bila jauh. its not easy. Nak solvekan problem bila jarak jauh ni. hmm. damn .. I just wanna be with you already sayang .Semoga semua dipermudahkan untuk kita go forward to the next phase in life. Cause its always been you that I want. <3 Bila dah besar ni , kalau boleh , aku malas nak tell him how to love me , or how to treat me . Tapi kadang-kadang laki ni , dia tak faham sangat all the clues and hints. Kau kena explain terus terang how u want things to go. But ofcourse la , kita mesti taknak la everything kita kena tell kan . Rasa macam kita controlling . I don't want him to love me the way I want . I  want him to love me the way he should. Cause im that clingy girl. I love attentions. I love being spoilt with love. I love it when he tells me he love me . how he would sacrifice his time and energy just to see me . I wanna see that kind of effort  or how he remembers all the tiny details about me . No I don't want your money. I want your love and attentions cause that is all that matters to me. If I ever feel down or sad, do comfort me with your actions and love.  Hold my hand , hug me . kiss my forehead.  I love that shit. 

Degree

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Wow .. its been like ..idk how many years has it been since I last updated my blog. Zaman poli maybe? hahaha. anyway , there's a lot that has been going throughout these years . I finally pursuing my degree in architecture. Nak masuk final semester dah pun. Alhamdulillah . Lookin' forward to finish my studies with a first class degree perhaps? inshaAllah . Semoga dipermudahkan lah harapan nak grad with flying colors nanti. hihihi . So during my studies here, in UTHM ..met a lot of new friends.. ada yang hilang ,ada yang makin bertambah .I'm glad and happy that there's still friends who stayed during my worst , up until now. Thank you guys . Anyway , gonna tell a bit about my life for the past 3 years in UTHM. Life wasn't easy . Kalau dulu dekat poli aku rasa macam dah tough.. huh.. degree life is much way shittier.  Not saying that everything's bad . But the kerja yang kena buat tu ..mashaAllah..boleh sakit jantung. hahaha. Seksa jugak la kerja-kerja yang kena assigned tu . Raya and family gatherings kena kacau tu benda biasa. Orang malam raya berseronok, aku dok menghadap laptop lagi buat kerja sampai 3-4 pagi . Kena la sabar sikit kan . Sikittttt je lagi nak end this degree. Semoga tak putus asa untuk sem akhir ni . Amin . okay . idk what else to talk about . Rasa akward pulak putting it here . Nak rant dekat twitter kang banyak sangat . hahaha. so yeah .. itu je kot . bye .

Do you love you ?

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Hi , so yeah..today's topic is about "do you love you?" . All started with Insecurities. Insecurities is  uncertainly or anxiety about oneself or to be easy,lack of confidence.When you feel down or low self esteem for seeing someone else's success, beauty or anything good on them that you wished for your entire lifetime.Not that you feel jealous in a bad way or 'busuk hati', but..you really wish to be that particular person. Well, personally..i always tend to feel insecure for pretty girls out there.Lagi-lagi bila bukak 'explore' in instagram.I tend to see soooooo much pretty girls.I dont really stalk good looking guys..but all i stalk is all those pretty girls and end-up feeling bad about myself and sometimes..i feel like crying and i asked myself.."how could i ever be like those girls?" At the age of 20 now, i still look like a potato where i dont know how to make up like other girls.I dont know how to wear shawl like other girls or be fashionable wearing high heels..classy and fancy clothes dan sekutu dengannya.I JUST DONT. Even to wear a lipstick sometimes i feel uncomfortable and inconfident..so i just wear a lip gloss.I tend to think that people would laugh at me if i try to impress myself so much.Yeahh..Seriously.Anyway..there was this one time..i went for a date with my boyfriend. At first..i felt nothing.I was totally happy and all..until its time for solat Asar and i went to the surau.And as soon as i entered in, my self esteem dropped like from 100% to 0 after seeing soooo much pretty girls in the Surau.How clean and flawless their face are.How skinny they are.How fashionable they are and all i was wearing was just a jeans and a long sleeve shirt.Then..after praying..i looked at myself in the mirror(typical girls thang to betulkan our tudung), i felt so sad for not being the most pretty girl .I felt sorry for my bf for having me as his girl.Then..my day was dull. I cant stop thinking about it even my bf notices it and he kept on asking what he did wrong when actually, i made myself mental brakedown for giving s shit about those stuff .But i didnt tell him the reason why until i arrived home.So, the next date we had..when its time for solat..i was walking towards the surau then my bf came up to me and whispered " nanti masuk dalam surau, kalau nampak perempuan lawa, jangan rasa insecure or sedih..sebab Nadia dah cantik dah" . hahahaha. i never expect he would say such thing and remember about it. It was funny tho. seriously . anyway..thanks Haikal. . thanks for keep on praising me eventhough i still dont believe it until now.hahaha. But sometimes..i could be confident but not to the extend of 100% confident..maybe 75% ..I think..i dont really have to change myself..my look..my style like those girls..just to fit in the situation or just to follow the trend of wearing make up..or wearing shawl(which to me, i look weird wearing it). So, i just be me..wear my tudung bawal as always .Wear shirts and jeans and put my sneakers on.Be real , you dont have to fake yourself because people asked you to or because you wanna be like them when the fact is,you arent comfortable with it. And most import thing, if you ever feel like you're not good enough for someone just because your confident level is low as heck,just chill.If someone wants to be a part in your life,they would accept you for who you are and not that different person you turned yourself into.Get it?Chin up girls, you are pretty enough as god created you perfectly.Conclusion,love yourself as much as you can,because..  i love me . What about you ? DO YOU LOVE YOU ? 

typical complicated girls

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Hi ,i think its been a while since i last updated my blog . Since dah masuk sem 3 ni, busy kemain . hahaha. ceh . poyo.. but..betul lah .Anyway , here i am just wanna express about my thoughts which i dont really care if people read it or not cause aku anggap blog sebagai satu foundation which i can express whatever i want..ala ala open diary lah ni. hihihi.So yeah ..anyway ..lately ,things just dont go right. i mean like...keadaan dingin tu..always je ada bila duduk rumah sewa ni..especially bila kau duduk serumah dengan budak class. so maybe.dah selalu sangat berjumpa like...24/7..gila tak muak? so..maybe sebab tu..mulalah puak puak yang tak diingini..typical girls problem i tell ya..like reaaaalllllyyyy annoying .i dont know..i'm a girl..but i still cant understand girls..cause we're just too unpredictable..and obviously complicated.I think, if compared to boys..i think...perempuan ni lagi banyak talam dua muka..lepastu, benda kecik pon nak dibesar besarkan which benda tu semua boleh settle kejap and easy..but biasalah..perempuan kan?? suka over reacting sikit.I dont know..but.i think..(to me lah) its so hard to find a REAL friend this days.Takpayah "friends" lah..dapat just a "friend" pon susah..Nak cari yang betul betul sekepala, understanding..yang tak cakap buruk pasal kau dekat orang lain bila kau takde , yang caring pasal kau..i guess , i miss high school so much ..where true friends still exist.Tho dah beribu ribu batu jauh pon , still boleh contact..or even meet up and be crazy..talk about random shit and laugh so hard..but at the moment bila kau dah masuk U.Makin kau besar/tua, makin ramai orang yang kau akan jumpa..tapi..percayalah , bukan semua orang yang hadir dalam hidup kau..akan kekal and make a good history or even story..Sebab tu lah , bila dah besar..kalau kau jalan sorang-sorang pergi mana-mana pon..kau tak kisah lagi dah.Just make a small circle of people in your life.The bigger the circle , the more problem you have to handle and buat pening kepala je.Macam-macam ragam kau kena hadap.Kalau ragam yang kelakar ke..comel ke..takpela jugak nak layan..ni buat sakit hati..buat apa? buat tambah dosa bila kau terkutuk lah, Tercarut lah..haha. just sayin .Anyway ..before choosing friends.. make sure..you choose the right one just so you'd be happy . goodnight :)

Dont give up !

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Hey there , so yeah ..harini aku nak cerita a bit about my idol..which is my dad . Semenjak duduk jauh..memang jarang dapat dengar leteran , teguran and nasihat ayah..so bila tengah cuti semester ni..memang macam2 lah aku dengar kan ..almost every day ..eh ..no..memang everyday pon..hahaha. Its actually fun to hear your dad giving advices and motivation but yang tak best kalau , orang lain buat salah..tapi kau pon kena tempias leterannya tu..Selalu abang aku buat hal, ayah marah diaorang..pastu aku yang kena dengar bebelan..memang tak fun part tu.hahaha. Tapi ,apa yang ayah cakap memang fact and its all right and the best for us..sebab tu  aku selalu support ayah in anything he says or do..So yeah, there was this one night ..ayah and i had a conversation  infront of our house while chilling with some chocolate and cheese cake...Lepas dah sentuh banyak topik about this and that ..tetiba sampai dekat topik yang mcm about religious laa jugak..ayah cerita that..his english friend ni.dia atheis...which is orang yang takde agama and tak percayakan Tuhan..anyway , kawan dia pernah tanya dia pasal betul ke hanya orang Islam yang akan ditempatkan di syurga while sebaliknya akan masuk neraka? haihh..susah jugak ayah nak menjawabnya.As far as we concerned..macam tulah ura ura nya..tapi..bukan lah bermaksud.kita akan terus ke syurga..kena jugaklah lalui keperitan di neraka which,,only Allah knows how long it is.So..orang tu tanya lagi..fair ke? walaupon dia ni banyak sedekah, tolong orang sana sini while ada some of us yang muslim ni banyak buat kejahatan tapi, still masuk syurga? haihh..pening jugak nak menjawabnyaa..tapi..betul jugak en apa orang tu tanya..Ntah la..tu semua kuasa Tuhan nak tempatkan kita dimana sekalipun..yang penting.kita cubalah untuk kumpul sebanyak mana pon pahala..inshaAllah..Then..bla bla...tadi..borak borak dengan ayah while he's repairing my ceiling fan yang keep on making annoying sounds since yesterday..actually,we did call someone to repair it..but..he didnt come..Lupa kot..ntah laa..so,ayah yang dah geram dengan bunyi kipas aku tu..gigih la pi angkut tangga bagai masuk bilik aku untuk check and maybe repair anything that he could.At first, ayah try macam2..but still ada that annoying sound..but ayah still tak give up untuk repair sampai elok..after 3,4 times of failure..he finally did it ! you should see his excited face ..aku tau ayah bangga sebab dapat repair kipas aku tadi. Then..after he managed to repair.ayah tanya aku.."so adik ,what did you learn tonight about this fan ? " so, aku pon jawab lah " mm..dont give up?" then ayah cakap " yes.betul..dont give up..itu apa yang ayah belajar dari orang Jepun"  then..the story begins..ayah cakap..masa dia kerja for All Nippon Airways dengan Jepun dulu..dia dengan kawan dia pernah beli satu radio ni..kinda small laa.But after a while..the radio died..so ,,they tend to throw it away.tapi,ada sorang aircraft engineer ni,dia nampak pastu..dia tak kasi buang..dia kata,dia nak radio tu..ayah pon cakap laa..what for?its already broken..but no,that Japanese guy still ambil jugak radio tu..nak repair la kononnyaa..After a month of trying to repair that tiny radio,..engineer tu berjaya repair radio tu...then dia kasi balik dekat kawan ayah and cakap "you can throw it now if you want" ofcourse lah kawan ayah taknak buang sebab benda dah elok kan? so, the moral of the story, bukan la intention engineer tu nak simpan radio tu..tapi..dia nak cabar kemampuan dia untuk repair radio kecik tu...yelaa.kalau aircraft yang besar2 dia boleh handle, takkan radio kecik tak boleh kan? So yeah ..just never stop trying until you success ! goodnight :D

Success and nothing less

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Pernah rasa kegagalan ? Rasa macam dah nak give up ? Well , i guess ..semua orang pernah lalui saat-saat macam ni..unless kau memang lucky gila to have such a smooth life without any failure which aku susah nak percaya wujudnya orang macam tu. Hahaha. Anyway ,aku cuma nak kongsikan sikit tentang harapan aku about my pointer for this sem. Bukannya apa, kalau boleh dan ada rezeki , aku nak jugak naik pentas sem depan atas dasar dapat anugerah ketua jabatan(AKJ) which i've been dreaming for a long time. Tapi ,kalau takda rezeki , nak buat macam mana kan? Redha jelah nak oii , tapi...so far..kalau nak ikutkan gred penilaian berterusan(PB) aku, masih ada harapan ..tapi ...tu semua tak boleh nak kasi 100% happiness pon sebab benda boleh berubah lepas campur dengan markah exam and portfolio which is what i'm afraid of right now..harap semuanya baik-baik lah nanti..cause i dont wanna feel sad just like early this sem..Kau tahu apa perasaan bila most of your girls classmates dapat AKJ which is 3.5 and above tapi kau just dapat 3.4+ je?? Sakitnyaa tuh memang susah nak diungkapkan..ada laa 2,3 orang lagi girls classmates aku yang senasib dengan aku sem lepas,,yang hanya mampu tersenyum tengok kawan classs naik pentas ..terima anugerah while kau dekat bawah pentas mata dah berkaca bayangkan "alangkah indahnya kalau yang terima anugerah tu,,adalah aku " . Tapi ,there was this one time..masa hari penyampaian anugerah tu,ada sorang student ni , dia suruh kitaorang duduk dalam dewan tu..so yeah..we did..then..after a few minutes..dia datang balik..and said this .. "emm..korang boleh kedepan tak? sebab ruang ni untuk pelajar AKJ " oucchh..thats all i can say..memang laa..it seems like a small thing..tapi..it actually hurts our feelings..my feelings yang tak dapat that anugerah..Sumpah ,sampai bila-bila pon aku takkan lupa ayat student tu..Aku harap masa haritu, dia salah seorang penerima anugerah laa...dan tak rasa apa yang kitaorang rasa dengan kata-kata dia yang sangat menusuk kalbu katakoooo .hahaha.From that day onwards , aku mulalah buat azam sem baru dengan Anis..to work harder than before.Biar kita usaha lebih dari orang lain..sebab mungkin cara diaorang buat kerja & aturkan masa berbeza.So yeah, Anis and i successly finished our 2nd semester with a smile on our face, dengan harapan..sem ni..kitaorang dapat naik pentas..inshaAllah. After all those hardwork , sleepless night..stay dekat studio till late at night finishing our drawings while the rest of our classmates dah balik rumah..mandi , makan and all..Ntah berapa kali aku & anis menangis lalui sem ni..but i know, this is just a beginning..Dear Anis, thanks for being there for me ..i'm so grateful that i have you now in my life & sama-sama harungi architecture sampai sem 6..Banyak sebenarnya yang kitaorang lalui bersama..but..i dont think i should tell more about it here..cukup lah sekadar kau & aku je tahu Nis. I'm so sorry if i ever hurt your feelings( which is i think a lot XD) hehehe..sorry fat furry shakers. And yeah,,i gotta admit that sometimes, aku ada jugak terasa dengan kau..but its okay..thats normal lah kan?And i already forgiven you already..no worries..happy holiday Anis , do take care of yourself during this sem break...maybe we wont see each other in 2 months..awww..gonaa miss yaa..Till then , xoxo .
while preparing for our working drawing project 2

At Bukit Kledang early this year

Sem Breaks

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So yeah , i guess its the end of sem 2 and i'm so so so happy dapat rehat for 2 months before sem 3 start which is known as "the killer sem" among six sem there is . And ofcourse aku akan gunakan cuti yang ada sebaiknya , inshaAllah . But bila sem 3, the war starts again man , i tell ya. hahaha. Okay , tutup cita pasal sem 3 sebab spoil mood . hahaha . So yeah , perancangan untuk cuti sem ni is to take my driving license yang dah tergendala setahun and....mmm..proses menguruskan badan. ahahaha ..Boleh percaya ke ?? Duduk rumah parents with all those yummy food..boleh ke diet ni Anne ? :') inshaAllah , you gotta work hard Anne cause you know what ?? you're so freakin fat..like..so so so fat !! Harap misi dapat tercapai lah . hihihi . Anyway , cuti ni i dont really got plans where to go..like..go with the flow..Malas nak plan awal-awal ..cause selalunya bila plan awal-awal especially bila plan dengan membe , mostly tak jadi -,- pastu broken heart sorang-sorang and i really hate it . errghhh .  hahaha emo pulak . Till then guys :D

i'm back :D

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 First of all , aku nak ucapkan tahniah lah dekat diri aku yang berjaya ingat email & password blog aku ni haa..Zaman before masuk PLKN aku last update . Lama bak hang .Anyway , nak cerita sikit ahh perkembangan diri sejak menghilangkan diri dekat blog hahahahah. Sumpah poyo .Anyway, Alhamdulillah ,currently studying architecture in PUO (stands for Politeknik Ungku Omar ).Yeah ,maybe first impression some people be like,," laaaa,budak politeknik je ke,," " hmm..budak poli bukan pandai pon " bla bla bla and so on. Okay, let me make it clear..budak politeknik bukanlah "bodoh" seperti yang kau sangkakan.Fikiran jangan disempitkan dengan cerita2 orang yang merepek.Kau ingat semua budak Universiti bijak pandai sangat dari kami ke?Nooo..salah tu..Dimana pon kau dicampakkan dekat dunia ni, kalau kau usaha..memang  datang la kejayaan tu dekat kau dan jangan lupa jugak doa.okay? Sebenarnya ,kepandaian or kebijaksanaan seseorang tu bukanlah dinilai dari segi mana individu tu belajar. Tapi, dinilai dari segi usaha dan tahap kerajinan. And obviously bila dah masuk IPTA/IPTS orang dah tak pandang dah slip SPM kau yang kau sanjung2kan selama ni.Its all about hardship..Mungkin someone tu tak berapa success during SPM, but sebab "usaha" they became one of the best students in University.So there you go.hahaha. Membebel panjang pulak eh aku. So,berbalik pada kisah aku..ceh..sekarang ni aku tengah final for sem2and tinggal lagi satu paper je which is , building service. Tapi, that doesnt mean aku boleh balik cuti terus..sebab masih ada portfolio design & working drawings yang perlu disettlekan.hmm.Be tough..sikitttt je lagi nak habiskan sem ni.Okay, kehidupan sebagai seorang pelajar architecture bukan lah semudah yang kita fikirkan. Bila kau dah ceburi bidang architecture ni, siap sediakan lah diri kau untuk terima kerja yang menimbun dari lecturer..sleepless night..stress..like...A LOT. Then bila kau hantar design for crit session dengan lecturer..the sad part is..bila design kau kena reject or kena conteng teruk ..masa tu..kau rasa nak menangis..tapi, yelaa.kenalah sadorkan diri..acah2 cool..padahal dalam hati,haihh .tok sah cakap la kan.hahaha..Sebelum adik2 lepasan SPM or yang masih belajar dekat sekolah ,fikir lah masak2 kalau ada terlintas dekat fikiran nak ceburi bidang ni.Bukan niat nak menakutkan..tapi..serious..life kau akan berubah..kalau dulu kau banyak masa untuk buat macam2,this time..hahaha..harapan nak oii.kalau dapat tidur cukup pon dah kira bersyukur,,apatah lagi kalau dapat luangkan masa untuk hobi..Tapi ,alhamdulillah dekat ipoh sini..aku jumpa classmates yang really awesome..selalu bagi support and tunjuk ajar kalau aku kurang faham in certain things about anything .If any of you guys read this,,"kalau'' lah kan,,hahaha.all i want to say is that,i'm really grateful to have you guys by my side..and ofcourse you Anis, my fat furry shakers a.k.a my belangkas. hahaha .Till then . xoxo 

PLKN Siri ke-2 :)

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Tuuuu diaaaaaa ! PLKN Siri ke-2 mari . haha . Ke Melaka lah den lopeh ni haaa . Harapnya ,kawan-kawan yang aku bakal kenal nanti ,semua awesome dan boleh sekepala lah dengan aku.Cumaaaa..aku tak ready lah nak berkenal dengan orang baru.Nanti mesti awkward,yelaaa..dah tentua semua dekat sana aku tak kenal.But,InshaAllah ,after a few days,diaorang kenal lah kot perangai aku yang sebenarnya.heeeee~Nak taknak kena pergi..ye dok?Bangun awal-awal pagi ..errghhhh..macam dekat asrama sekolah pulak.Huwaaaa..Benda wajib bawak sana sunblock! Haiyaaaa,hitam den lopeh ni .Risau balik Nilai nanti,family & kawan-kawan tak kenal je nanti.hahaha.Lagi sebulan je nak bertolak haa.hmm.Cepatnya masa berlalu.Nak buat-buat sakit dekat sana..boleh tak?Acah-acah pengsan ke enn?boleh balik.lalalala~Tapi...macam tak lepas je.Tak reti laa nak act bagai.Nanti mesti aku tergelak punya,terus kantoi. hahaa .Takpelah ,take it positively ,aku boleh meet new friends, learn new things ,do awesome stuff.Duduk rumah pon,sama je kot..aku bukan buat apa pon.So,just be happy being there jelaa.haha .Wish me luck there in Melaka :D *counting days*

Forgive us yaAllah :')

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Hey ya'll . Actually, i wanna share something about what's happening here in our world . Lately , everything that happened seems to be soooo weird .Maybe its a sign from Allah that we are near to the end of the world .MashaAllah ,i'm sooooo scared .Disaster is everywhere at the moment .Flood here and there ,changing wheather is the most extremely weird thing of all. How could desert have snow there? And now , Malaysia is starting to cold .It is maybe a great thing for human ,but at the same time, it scares us .Because ,even in the al-Quran had said that, " it is the end of the world when hot country becomes cold,and cold country becomes hot" . If i'm not mistaken .Besides ,world this days ,aren't as harmony as before. I mean like ,back then , there was never shooting cases everywhere .Especially here in Malaysia.But now,they play with guns like its a kids toy.So scaryyyy to go anywhere though.Not just that ,there was rumors said that , one day , we might end up with world war 3 .Well ,ofcourse i'm not ready for that .YaAllah , please forgive all of our sins.Whether few or numerous,those of the present and the past. Those committed openly and secretly .Please save my family ,teachers and friends , cause i love them so much .Till then .xoxo .Assalamualaikum :*

something

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Heyyaaaaa bloggie ! wow , i'm sure its been so long since i last updated this blog . Well youu know..being unemployed person sure is bored. I got totally nothing to do except , sleep , watching tv , eat eat eat eat !!! Oh well , i probably gain atleast 5kg while i'm staying here with my parents. Anyway , since that my 2nd brother is about to get married in a couple of weeks, everyone in the family are busying around to make sure that the ceremony that will be held on 1st of March will be well prepared. The wedding reception will be held at my granny's house in sendayan.So ,dad wants to make the house look nicer, but the fence was kinda crappy .But,since everyone in the family are busy with work,schooling and stuff , so there's only my mom and i who done all the scrapping and painting the fence .It took us about 2 days and half to paint all the fence.It was really exhausting ! It wouldn't be that bad if the weather was nice , but hell no ! It was freakin' hot outside there! Our faces are totally burned up! And now, we look like some kind of "red indian" i guess..ohh gosh~And not just that ,after a few days our face starts peeling off and it is sooooooo nasty .I should get a reward for sacrificing my own beauty .hahaha. Nehh , i'm never was that pretty anyway ..So yeah . haha .Anyway ,again... BEING UNEMPLOYED IS SOOOOOO BORED! I wish i could go to school right now and spend time with my teachers and friends like before.Oh i miss school so much .But i don't want to go to class anymore. Just wanna chill with them with school uniform.haha. How's that ? I'll be missing my 'kompang team' , volleyball team ,kamariah(red sports team) aahhhh so much more ! The thing is, i really really miss being a high school student in STAN.I've learned so much there.Hmm.*emotional* hahaha .how dramatic is that .Okay ,i think i should be going now,till then .Assalamualaikum :*

school leaver :)

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Hai bloggie .miss yaaa a lot ! Dengan bangganya,aku nak merasmikan yang aku dah habis sekolah .Imma school leaver babyyy :* .Bagi abang-abang and akak-akak yang dah lama tamatkan zaman persekolahan mesti macam "ek eleh,budak2 habis SPM ni kecoh je pasal habis sekolah dekat twitter bagai". En? Alaaaa.chill laa brader ,korang pon pernah macam ni kan?Jadi ,tak perlu rasanya nak kutuk2. Chill je okay? haaaaaaa.. molek macam tu :) Tapi ,untuk adik-adik yang masih bersekolah,sabar eh korang ? Masa korang akan tiba nanti .Semua orang akan rasa .Jangan buat keputusan tak siuman sampai sanggup berhenti sekolah sudah.Lek luuuu .hehe .Walaupun happy sebab lepas ni dah tak perlu beli barang-barang sekolah,menapak satu sekolah untuk ke kelas bagi subjek tertentu,aku still risau pasal result nanti .Yelaaaa,aku bukannya excellent mana pun macam budak-budak lain.Cukup-cukup makan jehaa.Tapi yang pasti,addmath and chemist aku rabak laa,Sabar jelaaa.Aku cuma mampu berdoa dan tawakal je sekarang.Nak menyesal tak boleh,dah lambat dah pon.Kalau bukan rezeki aku untuk SPM ni,insyaAllah dekat universiti nanti ,adalah kot rezeki aku .Cuma aku kena pilih kawan yang betul lah,bukan yang jenis nak foya-foya je.Alhamduliilah ,setakat ni,semua kawan-kawan aku dari golongan orang yang baik.Nak-nak aku sekolah dekat STAN,semua pelajar perempuan,Tak ada yang jahat.Nakal sikit-sikit tu adalaa kann ,hehe .Sebenarnya ,aku pun tak pasti apa yang aku rasa sekarang .Nak kata happy ,tak jugak .Nak kata sedih pun ..tak jugak .ntah laaa..mungkin sebab baru 2 hari cuti kot..tapi aku yakin,aku rindu kawan-kawan aku semua .Rindu nak buat benda-benda pelik dekat asrama .Lima tahun dekat asrama ,memang banyak kenangan manis & pahit.Gelak ketawa semua bersama .Tak sangka masa berlalu cepat sangat.Rasa macam baru daftar form1 je .Selalu main kejar-kejar dekat tingkat 3 asrama bila hari minggu .Then kena jerit dengan akak form5 .Ayat dia aku memang tak boleh lupa laa.Setiap kali kitaorang lari-lari ,mesti dia akan cakap, "hoi! ingat ni asrama bapak kau ke?" dengar je dia cakap macam tu,terus lari masuk toilet .hehe .Sebab takut dia carik dekat dorm.Tu zaman aku form1 laaa.Kalau junior sekarang ,form5 jerit gila gila pon,buat bodoh je -,- naik darah aku tengok masing-masing.Haishh ,sabar jelaaa.haha .Tahun paling bermakna aku ialah masa form3 .Masa tu,batch aku masih ramai dekat STAN.Belajar sama-sama untuk PMR.Stay-up pagi & malam.Seronok je masa tu.Tapi...bila naik form4 ,lepas sorang-sorang tinggalkan STAN untuk pergi sekolah yang lebih bagus.Tahniah .Aku bangga sangat korang dapat tawaran tu ,walaupun aku masih melekat dekat STAN.Perasaan aku memang tak terkata lah kan.Sedih yang teramat!Semua gang-gang aku dah pindah.Masa tu laa hati ni memberontak nak sangat pindah.Setiap hari aku call ayah sebab nak pindah,siap menangis lagi dekat public phone tu.hehe .Bila call,ayah mesti cakap,"adik tak menyesal ke nak pindah?Kuala Selangor jauh.Nanti ayah tak dapat nak jenguk adik setiap minggu lagi macam sekarang ni.Lagipun ,sekolah tu ada lelaki".Ahhh sudah,aku pun fikir dua tiga kali.Last-last,aku terima jela kenyataan yang aku akan stay dekat STAN sampai lah habis SPM.Dan alhamdulillah, nasib aku dengar cakap ayah.Aku bahagia je dekat STAN.Sebagai senior tahun 2013 ni ,aku pelik jugak dengan gelaran 'senior' tu.Sebab aku rasa aku macam budak-budak lagi je.Saiz badan pun lebih kurang je dengan budak form1.Ada pulak tu yang lagi tinggi dari aku.Okay ,yang tu memalukan.hehe.Tapi....pendek tu comel kaaaaannnn?kaaaaannn?hehee .Okay fine! Aku tak comel. -,- .Sebenarnya ,duduk dekat asrama ni,banyak advantagenya.Seronok lagi tauu.Pagi petang tengok muka kawan.Sampai naik muak laa tengok rupa masing-masing.haha.Tapi,dekat sini lah aku belajar macam-macam.Ada je benda pelik-pelik nak buat.Itu namanya ke-kreatifan.Kau pernah bukak tin laici guna streka?pernah?Tak kan?well,dekat asrama aku pernah.Bawak fon tu kira perkara normal lah kan.Ramai orang pernah buat.Cuma lokasi-lokasi nak sorokkan fon bila ada spotcheck tu je yang berbeza.Ikut ke-kreatifan masing-masing lah kan.Dalam pasu bungalah,tanam dalam tanah la,bawah locker laa..bla bla bla.banyak lagi sebenarnya.hehe .Masa SPM haritu,asrama memang kosong betul lah kan.Yelaa,budak-budak ni semua dah balik rumah untuk cuti.Tinggal lah kitaorang yang 15 orang form5 dekat asrama.Sikit kan? I know .Tu yang best sebenarnya.Rasa macam asrama tu ,kitaorang yang punya.Tengok tv dekat bilik tamu dah laa secara haram.Sebenarnya,bilik tu dah kena kunci dengan penyelia.Tapi sebab stress lepas paper addmath,kitaorang pun teringin lah nak tengok movie.Jadi,apaa lagi ..bukak pintu tu secara haram laa.Kitaorang bukak pintu tu guna gunting .hehe.Nama je perempuan .Tapi nakal jugak .Tak jahat,nakal sikit je.Tengah sedap-sedap tengok movie,tiba-tiba siapa ntah cakap warden otw datang bilik tamu.Gelabah masing-masing sorok fon bawah sofa.Masa tu memang harap fon tak vibrate or berbunyi laa.Lagi best bila warden cakap "macam mana kamu semua masuk bilik ni?tak silap saya,bilik ni dah berkunci." time tulaa semua buat muka suci macam baby baru lahir.Then ,cikgu sambung lagi "ingat saya tak tahu ke kamu semua bawak fon?saya malas je nak ambil tahu.nanti awak stress lah.".Bang! kena kau setepek! haha.semua speechless habis .Yelaa..semua cikgu cakap tu memang kitaorang buat .So ,senyum jelaa.buat muka suci masing-masing.hehe.Tapi apa-apa pun,kenangan sebagai seoarang pelajar sekolah memang susah nak lupa kan.Dekat sinilah kita kenal 'a real friend' .Aku harap ,kita semua peroleh keputusan yang cemerlang .insyaAllah .Untuk cikgu Syuhada,tahniah sebab permohonan untuk pindah ke pulau pinang diluluskan .Seronok betul cikgu .Yelaaa.dapat duduk dengan suami nun jauh di sana,Kalau tak,asyik terperap jelaa dekat asrama dengan kitaorang .Suami pun jumpa jarang-jarang .Siaaaaannn.hehe .Goodluck dekat sana cikgu ,thanks for everything .
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work hard play hard

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Heyaaaaaaa kowunk ! titew nucks cakap niew..haha.titew windu angat tat kowunk cumew..>< WOOOOOO!extravaganza rempit di sini.Sumpah menggelikan dan kalau cikgu Zaiton(cikgu bm) aku nampak ni ,confirm aku kena baling kasut ni woiii.haha. Anyway, sebenarnya aku buntu jugak nak cakap apa dekat blog ni.Kalau time dalam kelas, kemain banyak lagi idea yang datang. Macam tsunami yang melanda fikiran. Asal sampai rumah, bukak lappy..haaaaa kauuu! kosong idea. Ntah mana hilang. Mungkin hilang masa aku otw balik ke nilai?Dalam train?Sebab serabut tengok orang ramai kiri kanan?haha.Tu semua alasan je ><Blaa blaa blaaa...cukup lah merepek dekat situ.Btw,memandangkan trial SPM dah lepas..dan confirm semua calon dah dapat result masing-masing kan?Mesti ada yang happy,sedih,hampa dengan result masing-masing en?Tapi kalau ada yang dah dapat result tapi tak rasa apa-apa..better pergi hospital wooo.masalah kronik ni.Sebab heartless sangat .haha. k,hambar -,-Kepada calon yang dapat result seperti mana yang korang dah target tu,congrates ! Aku hanya mampu guling-guling atas karpet je ..sebab aku tak capai apa yang aku target :'(.Salah aku jugak sebab tak prepare dari awal.Dah nak exam baru lah terkial-kial nak study..Memang "EXCELLENT" betul lah kan perangai aku tu. Dah dapat result baru nak menyesal..TARAK GUNA!Tapi apa-apa pun,aku bersyukur jugak lah,sebab result kali ni lagi better dari peperiksaan pertengahan tahun haritu.Alhamdulillah..Cuma satu je laa yang aku sangat kesal..pasal addmath .Hmm.."Kerana nila setitik,rosak susu sebelanga".Tapi ..aku rasa,lepas trial dan lepas di 'motivate' oleh Haikal,aku rasa aku dah mula nak 'into' addmaths laa.Even perlahan-lahan..tapi better than nothing right?Thanks dear:')Hoping the best for my SPM.Okay ,tutup cerita trial..hehe..Ni nak habaq pasal lately ni ..sekolah aku asyik ada ceramah laa.motivasi laa..secara frequently pulak tu.Bukan tak suka,tapi...part yang aku paling tak tahan bila penceramah mula nak kaitkan dengan pengorbanan ibu bapa laa..jasa ibu bapa..isshhh! malu ahh titew nangis depan orang ramaii !!! Sedih tahu tak? sedihhh!! Jangan sampai satu hari penceramah tengah bagi ceramah tu aku lari dari dewan balik rumah kang..i mean it ! haha .*over je~ lalala~ .okay lah,since dah lewat malam .Mata pun dah kuyu..its better kalau aku tarik selimut and sleeeeeeep.Night peeps. Assalamualaikum :*

NIGHTMARE T_T

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Hell-ooooooo bloggers .Weyhh korang ! Aku ada cerita sedih nak share ni . hmmm..*OVER* Harini result PLKN keluar and yeah...i'm one of the victim -,-.Seriously ,sebelum ni aku excited gilaa nak tahu result dengan harapan aku tak dapat lah PLKN ni ,tapi nampak gayanya ,sebaliknya yang jadi.Ayat dia memang tak menahan lah,'Tahniah !Anda terpilih menyertai Program Latihan Khidmat Negara".Bapak ahh! Tahniah?ingat aku dapat tawaran study overseas ke apa?Tak nakkkkkkk!! Allah je tahu betapa sedihnya aku tadi.Haihh ...This is really a nightmare!Dah laa aku risau pasal trial and SPM, datang pulak satu lagi dugaan ni haaa.hmmm..sabar jelaa.Haikal pulak tak dapat PLKN, and yeah ..i'm sooooo gonnaa miss him  much .Jangan sampai aku buat video macam Puteri Awani tu kang.hahaha.'Saya janji..sayang akan sayang awak sampai bila bila! Awak dengar tak??! Bukan seminggu ,sebulan,setahun,tapi selama lamanyaaa!" haha. Kang habis aku kena bash dekat youtube,twitter and facebook .Errghhh! Tak sanggup aku! Better aku luah kan dekat Allah je :) hehe .Anyway ,untung and congrates lah dekat korang yang tak dapat tawaran tu.Yang jadi mangsa , hoping the best for us next year.Yang penting sekarang ni ,Spyeemmm :D Selagi tak selesai and dapat keputusan cemerlang dalam SPM,memang tak hidup lenaa lah aku.heeee~Hm..nampaknya aku dah habiskan banyak masa dengan fikirkan pasal PLKN,better aku keep on with my studying! Till then ,byeeeeeeeeeeeee :* (Kami wira wirawati negara..blaa blaa blaa~ -,-)    

Imma brittle girl

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Today is 20th July 2013 means that it is our 11th day of fasting ! Yeaaaayyy ! Alhamdulillah ,everything went just fine .Hoping that you guys enjoy your fasting month while you can .Don't you guys wonder what if you sleep tonight and you'll never ever wake up? Means that you're DEAD ?!Can you guys imagine? would everyone around you will be sad of your death?ohh and yeah,the most important thing is,does our 'ibadah' towards Allah is enough for us to be in Jannah?All of this question keep on playing on my mind .Its just a matter of tought you know.We should always think about our death and for our future,despite we are sooo damn busy about whats going on in this world of ours.Anyway, lately ..i've suffering of this heart problem which you call it as 'BROKEN HEART'.Well ,as we all know ,girls are sooooooooo brittle .As for that ,i'm one of them.I always cry over things that i shouldn't.And it is really worst when the main reason you're having broken heart is because of your love one.I always get this feeling ,and i really hate it.I wish everything went back as usual.You know ...like we're before .Seriously ,i just don't like whats happening now.We seems like sooooo awkward.Like we're strangers and haters .YaAllah ,if only i can turn back time .Where we are always happy together .But if its a fate that we aren't meant together ..what i can say .I love you ,i really really do ,but it seems that your love towards me are getting fader and fader .hmm..Why is this all happening?Is it me who is changing or you?If you're reading this ,i hope that we can be as we are before .Lot of love ,xoxo . :*

My last sports day T_T

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*Dua hari sebelum hari sukan* 'Emmy ...macam mana dengan mascot kita ni?Kain pon tak beli lagi ni..Memang tak lah kan..hari sukan lagi dua hari kot'.Macam tu lah gelabahnya aku dengan Emmy fikir macam mana nak keluar dari asrama untuk beli kain untuk kitaorang buat maskot.Jenuh jugak lah aku carik cikgu yang free untuk bawak kitaorang keluar beli kain.Tapi Alhamdulillah la saat akhir cikgu Mazila dapat tolong kitaorang walaupon sebenarnya time tu dah agak lewat,tapi tak apa..semangat punya pasal..aku,Jiha & Aina ikut cikgu beli kain.Blaa blaa blaaa.Akhirnyaa kain yang kitaorang perlukan tu ada pon dekat tangan.Syukur tak terkata lah aku cakap.Malam tu jugak aku,emmy,jiha & syud stay up kejap just nak buat mascot masing-masing.well ,tahun ni setiap seorang jahit mascot masing-masing.Jahit tangan youuuu.bukan mesin ..So ,bangga tu memang bangga lah..tapi nak memulakan jahit tu macam manaa?haaaa.penat jugak lah aku dengan emmy fikir macam mana nak gunting kain,jahit and so on.Seriously aku tak pernah jahit coustume sendiri...even seluar yang koyak pon aku tak terjahit,..hehe.maklum lah..busy..*konon XD*.Anyway,satu malam memang tak cukup..first day beli kain,aku dengan emmy hanya mampu jahit baju ninja je..sebab terlalu mengantuk..while Jiha and Syud punya dress still in progress..The next day ,prep malam memang busy lah semua orang .Yang berlatih sorak lah,buat preparation perbarisan and sorak lah.So ,aku,emmy,jiha and syud sambung lah buat costume dengan penuh kesabaran.Nak cakap kemas tu..tidak lah..tapi okay lah daripada tak ada kan?atleast aku buat costume sendiri sorang-sorang.Malam terakhir tu kitaorang tido pukul 2.30 just untuk siap kan costume .Mengantuknyaa..Allah je yang tahu..sampai tertido-tido lah aku dekat kerusi bilik prefect .hehehe .Nasib lahh..nak buat macam manaa kann?Finaally,the day had came..pagi tu ,masing-masing excited gilaa nak try on our hand made costume..Macam tak sangka pon adaaa.heeee..everything went on perfectly until tiba-tiba after perbarisan,sepatutnya aku masuk 200..Aku pon dengan gelabahnya pergi tukar baju sukan then berlari pergi padang..Tiba-tiba cikgu cakap,'Eh Nadia Anne..kamu tak masuk lah 200.Tu ada india tu dah nak lari dah pon'.Eeeeiii...Tuhan je yang tahu betapa sakitnya hati aku.Padahal haritu dia yang kecoh suruh aku masuk.Bila aku dah setuju,dah tukar baju..dia boleh cakap macam tu.Panas wey hati ..Then after tengok india tu lari slow,dia suruh pulak aku gantikan tempat india tu untuk 400.I was like..whattt?tak larat aku...dah lama tak lari jauh-jauh..tapi sebab nak jaga hati dia,aku pon on jelaa.tapi satu je aku cakap dekat cikgu.'Cikgu,saya cuba yang terbaik eh?saya tak berani janji kemenangan'.Lebih kurang macam tulaa ayat aku.So,aku pon masuk lah line yang dah ditetapkan..Seriously,kecut perut aku bila tengok kiri kana aku ..semuaaa atlet sekolah.Argghhhh !memang tak ada harapan lah kan.hmmm.Aku redha jelah dengan keputusan nanti.At first,aku constant je no.3 until dah nak dekat akhir-akhir,suddenly budak cina tu potong aku..Saingan memang sengit lah kan..then aku just let it be and keep on jogging instead of running.Sampai dekat garisan penamat,aku tengok budak-budak yang lain semua dah pancit..tapi sampai giliran aku..aku hanya mampu kasi senyuman manis dekat cikgu-cikgu yang ada dekat situ..>< Then ,lepas habis je semua acara ,masa untuk pertandingan sorak pulak.Dah laa semua mascot tak tahu apa step yang patut kitaorang buat nanti..Jadi aku dengan emmy create our on move betul-betul last minute .Apa nak jadi,jadi lah.yang penting .aku buat something.HAHA.Tapi Alhamdulillah la ,after all that effort we put on for a few days was really worth it bilaa Kamariah dapat no.2 dalam sorak, Johan perbarisan dan no.2  secara keseluruhannya.congrates too all kamariah(merah) members and also too Visvalingam(hijau) for being champion again this year:) till then.xoxo


Day light XD

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Jam dekat lappy aku sekarang ni menunjukkan pukul 1:38 a.m dan aku masih menghadap benda alah ni sebab mata ni tak mahu tutup . Haish ,dah la mata blah kanan ni sakit ,tah pehal lah sejak bangun pagi tadi..Hmmm ,ni lah dia dugaan Allah .Aku nak sujud time solat pun mata ni sakit .Macam ada pressure kau tau dekat mata ni .'YaAllah ,kau sembuhkan lah sakit mataku ni secepat mungkin'.Anyway, tadi lepas makan malam ,abang-abang aku heboh sangat nak tengok wayang .Apa lagi kan ..rezeki depan mata ,siapa taknak .Tapiiii ...sebelum keluar ,kita kena tunaikan tanggungjawab kita sebagai umat Islam iaitu,solat .So ,lepas habis je solat isyak ,aku pun bersiap lah ala kadar je .Yelaaa,tengok late night movie je pon~Siapa pulak laaa nak meng-usha apa aku pakai malam-malam buta macam ni .Kesah pulak aku?haha.Mula-mula cadang nak tengok 'after earth' ,tapi macam lewat sangat la ceritanyaa ,malas pulak aku nak menunggunya ,blaa blaa blaa ,last-last tengok cerita 'epic' je .Ehhhh ,nampak je macam tu cerita tu,tapi best lah jugak.Aku tengok dengan abang aku yang dah berumur 23 and 19 tahun tu pon gelak,ni kan aku yang still *kanak-kanak* .hehe.okay ,perasan -,-Tapi tak boleh tahan tadi laa.Tangan sebelah kiri nak pegang pop corn,sebelah kanan nak pegang sausage,mmm..memang tidak lah .Tibaa tibaaaaaaaaa..*BOOMMM*(bunyi over--') pop corn aku jatuh atas riba,hampir suku yang terkeluar..haaaa.nampaknyaa,makan popcorn atas seluar laa yee ? *tak senonoh.Ahhh ..lantak laa.bukan orang nampak pon..abang aku pon join sekali..lalalala~'like brother ,like sister' .Tapi tulah kelemahan aku ,asal makan popcorn dekat wayang mesti ,aku ulang MESTI ada popcorn yang terselit dekat baju laa,tudung laa,selekehh ! Tapi time tu jelaa,takda laa sampai keluar dari panggung pun still melekat benda alah tu dekat aku.Gilaa kauu ? aku pon malu dengan diri sendiri, tak boleh bayangkan perasaan orang yang jalan dengan aku.Habis je cerita tu ,kitaorang pun menuju ke destinasi seterusnya ,iaitu kereokee ! Okayy aku tipu .Memang tidak lah nak berjoli tengah-tengah malam .Mahu ayah dengan mak aku pakej sekali dengan nenek kejar kitaorang dengan penyapu satu kampung .Paling tidak pon kena kunci dekat luar rumah.Ohh tidak ..Jadi bagi mengelakkan semua ni terjadi ,lebih baik kalau kitaorang terus balik .Bukan apaa ,ibu bapa risau anak-anak tak balik-balik. That's why we should love our parents so much :* .They cared about us more than anyone ! Till then .Assalamualaikum :*                                                                                                       

nomnomnom XD

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Hey ya'll *waving hand* mm ,its already 4th June which means there's only 5 days left before i'll be going back to school. Huwaaaa , what a sad life .But sometimes when I think about it ,its kinda great if I go back to school early . Atleast I know that I'm studying instead of wasting times with social life in the internet .Well ,I tried a lot of times to just get my hands off these awesome gadgets ,but I just won't .Hmmm.Its hard you know .My brain says 'you gotta go and study now Nadia' , but my heart would just say 'enjoy your holiday while you can Nadia' . Ohh puhhleaseeee ...Its killing me .--' SPM is just around the corner ,and I'm still like these behaving like unmatured teen enjoying every second of my hols .Derrrr ..I gotta change .Well ...everyone used to said it like that ,'i gotta change my attitude and start studying now!' But in the end ,all of us just keep on going with 'facebook-ing,twitter-ing,blog-ing ,keek-ing ,and moreeeee ! Well ,since that we all live in the era of lots of new awesome technologies ,everyone is soooo addictive with it ,Anyway, holiday without Haikal texting me is like horror mannn .I can just keep on waiting for him to call me since that he already went back to saser on Sunday as hes school held 'perkampungan ilmu' programme which almost all SBP held it too .However , i felt guilty last night when he eventually called me but yet I was already asleep since that I was totally tired .He text me earlier around 12 a:m ,but i didnt reply ..so he called me around 1 to make sure that I was asleep or not ,but after he heard my voice , he knew that I was already asleep and he asked me to just continue my sleep .But I refused to because I reall really want to talk to him and yet ,i just obey his words and went back to sleep .Ohh dear ,I miss you sooo much and you should know that ;') Please do take care of yourself there and yeahh ,don't be naughty when i'm not around .P/S : Sayang ,remember that I always lovee you no matter what okayy? Just please don't break my heart .

Heartless ?

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Heartless ? Secara keseluruhannya dah tentu semua orang tahu apa maksud heartless kan?Kalau tak faham ,poei carik kamus mana-mana.Anyway, haritu dekat sekolah ada program mento-mente dan kalini aku dah berubah group,aku dapat group ustazah Jannah.Masa program tu dijalankan ,ustazah suruh group kitaorang buat graf then plotkan kegembiraan dan kesedihan sepanjang hidup masing-masing.Bagi aku ,dah tentu-tentu lah hidup aku lagi banyak kegembiraan dari kesedihan.Jadi ,aku buat lah graf aku semua 'happy'.Alaaaaa ,lagi pun ,ustazah dah tahu dah apa rupa graf aku.Then ,dia cakap ,'" awak ada masalah ni Nadia Anne,Mana boleh gembiraa je".Then dengan senyuman manis yang ada ni ,aku jawab lah balik" ustazah ,mestilah hidup saya ada sedih,saya marah semua,tapiii....saya rasa ..tak perlu kot nak tunjuk dekat orang muka yang penuh dengan masalah." Betul lah kan?Cuma memang sifat aku yang suka senyum,suka gelak, dah memang sifat aku macam tu .Yee ,aku mengaku,kadang-kadang aku gelakkan sesuatu yang tak berapa nak lawak ,but yeah ..tu memang sifat aku.Takkan aku nak ubah untuk orang lain pulak kan?Tapi ..apa-apa pun ,i'll try to control a bit my laugh.Tapi...bila ingatkan balik, aku rasa ,aku bukan one of the heartless person.Yelaaa ..aku ni dah la cepat emo,cepat menangis,sometimes tanpa aku sedar pon air mata aku boleh jatuh.Cuma..aku tak tunjuk sebab bagi aku ,bukan semua benda orang lain perlu tahu  kan?Jadi ...konklusinya .. i'm not a heartless person! I'm just a girl with an open heart:)

la carloreta XD

ASSALAMUALAIKUM:)
On my first thought ,i was like "i should be updating my blog now".but on my second thought,"what am i gonna share about?".Okayy ,this is really siccckkkkk! -,- .Heyy Assalamualaikum semua*konon ramai* yang sudi singgah sebentar ,anyway 3/4/13 haritu ,sekolah aku ada hantar wakil team volleyball untuk bertanding peringkat daerah ,and sejujur jujurnya ,time latihan kitaroang banyak sangat main-main.Until the actually game day baru lah masing-masing dah gelabah.Well ,keseluruhannya kitaorang kalah by just a few points berbeza dengan SMKDC & SMKCW .Agak sedih and frustrated bila tengok markah kitaorang hanyalah 2,3 points je yang beza.Tapi nak buat macam mana kan ?Menang kalah adat bertanding,so terima jelaaaa even our last game menang lawan dengan SMKWP ,but ,semua tu tak beri effect apa-apa pon dan kitaorang terima jelah kenyataan.*A week pass by~* 9/4/13 pulak ,again sekolah aku hantar wakil untuk sayembara puisi dan lagu.At first ,aku cadang nak main drum for the performance ,tapii......ayah busy pulak and tak dapat nak hantar drum kat asrama untuk practice,sooooooo,last decision is....aku just main gendang ,*sumpah bosan* ,Harapan aku musnah untuk main drum sebab aku nak sangat sangat sangat gunakan drum instead of gendang kat sekolah yang agak season dan bosan untuk digunakan unless for nasyid.Tapi ..what to do ,tu je yang ada ..so ,we just keep on going with our plan B .Ohh ohh yeahh ,pertandingan tu dekat SMK Sheikh Ahmad ,Seremban .Sampai je dekat sana,aku dah down dah .Yelaaaa ,orang lain semua bawak alatan muzik yang awesome and the most important is ...all of the participant group from other school ,mesti ada guitarist .Hmmm.Nak jugak .nak jugak-,- .Ahhhh ..geram sangat ,bagi aku ,that day wasn't a competition for me ,it was just a performance .*Nampaklah hampanya tu* .HAHAHA..Ohh well ,i wasn't expect much ,tapi ..aku kesian dekat group member aku yang sangat berharapan tinggi untuk menang even 3rd place.Junior-junior aku boleh try lagi other years.Aku ,Fifa and Yan dah takda dekat sekolah next year,All the best lah ye next year ,harap impian korang tercapai nanti untuk menang :D
meeeeeeeeeee :)
volleyball ^^
Sayembara