ASSALAMUALAIKUM:)
Today is 20th July 2013 means that it is our 11th day of fasting ! Yeaaaayyy ! Alhamdulillah ,everything went just fine .Hoping that you guys enjoy your fasting month while you can .Don't you guys wonder what if you sleep tonight and you'll never ever wake up? Means that you're DEAD ?!Can you guys imagine? would everyone around you will be sad of your death?ohh and yeah,the most important thing is,does our 'ibadah' towards Allah is enough for us to be in Jannah?All of this question keep on playing on my mind .Its just a matter of tought you know.We should always think about our death and for our future,despite we are sooo damn busy about whats going on in this world of ours.Anyway, lately ..i've suffering of this heart problem which you call it as 'BROKEN HEART'.Well ,as we all know ,girls are sooooooooo brittle .As for that ,i'm one of them.I always cry over things that i shouldn't.And it is really worst when the main reason you're having broken heart is because of your love one.I always get this feeling ,and i really hate it.I wish everything went back as usual.You know ...like we're before .Seriously ,i just don't like whats happening now.We seems like sooooo awkward.Like we're strangers and haters .YaAllah ,if only i can turn back time .Where we are always happy together .But if its a fate that we aren't meant together ..what i can say .I love you ,i really really do ,but it seems that your love towards me are getting fader and fader .hmm..Why is this all happening?Is it me who is changing or you?If you're reading this ,i hope that we can be as we are before .Lot of love ,xoxo . :*